The longest 30 mins I've ever faced in my life.

My first trial to wake up early and go to work before the real day, which is tomorrow!

I had an appointment this morning to do my second medical check up. I left home around 7.30am and managed to be there around 8..which means its a good time to leave home for work since the clinic is just few kilometers away from my office..


But thats not the longest 30minutes I've ever faced in my life..
It all started after I got my x-ray result...

My doctor spotted a small circle at my x-ray film.. She was asking whether I forgot to take out a necklace or what.. I was like, please..don’t tell me about it.. I just don’t want to hear anything..  She took the tape to measure the length as of the shoulder to the spotted circle from the x-ray film and tie it with my body…

She was like.. Hmm.. Its somewhere at your liver.. redo the x-ray, from the front and left side to see whether it’s at the surface or inside of it..  then I’ll do further check up for you ( I didn’t remember the name of that procedure), I’m  wondering what is that and I really need to figure it out.

Huh.. This gotta be serious…  I walked out and went to the x-ray room.. nothing could describe how anxious I was at that time.. 

“Ya Allah, kau kuatkan lah hati hamba-Mu ini untuk menempuhi apa jua rintangan Mu Ya Allah.. Permudahkanlah segala urusan ku di dunia dan akhirat”

At the x-ray room, the girl asked me why I got to redo it, the result was beautiful.. So I explained to her… You know, what was her reaction..? Ouh, how big is that circle..? sometimes, the machine or the film got the artifact on it.. Well, the machine is old enough for that..

I was like, was this girl trying to make a joke or don’t want me to worry..( hoping that what she was telling me just now is true) We still went through for the second test.. It took me almost half and hour to get that thing settled.. But this time we figure it out without the doctor..just me and that girl..

Tadaaa.. It’s gone! J The circle is not there anymore.. Alhamdulillah.. I feel so relieved..  I went back to the doctor with the grin on my face.. J She was like, see I told you, that’s why I asked u to redo it.. for a better confirmation..

Alhamdulillah, Thank You Allah.. for still giving me the chance to be in a good of health..for still lending me Your grace.. Well..Do believe..miracle happens sometimes… Ask from Him.. Cause He knows everything and He knows what is best for you…  Amiin..

Pre Employment :)

I just went through the first medical check up last monday ! Its for the urine and blood test. Alhamdulillah.. Everything went well.. and the result is good enough and I'm fit to perform my work! ;) Here you go! ;

I was afraid to do it actually, because currently I'm addicted to  Bubble Tea, I wonder if my glucose level is high! ;) Now that I know it is still under control! ;))

A Fairytale Princess

I've been wanting to blog since ages.. But I don't know how.. and I think my writing isn't that bombastic to catch people's eyes.. :) So, I decided to write for the sake of letting go whatever i need to and not for someone's reading.. yet, if u feel like sharing it, it's been my pleasure.. :)

Why do I blog? Well, I believe sometimes there are things that we cannot share verbally.. So blogging is one way to express it.. :)

As today, I've been living in this beautiful world for 22 years, 10 months, and 18 days....

Special Thanks to the most important person in my life... I just cant live without you both...

Dear Mom and Dad..
Thank You for raising me up and being the greatest one for me.. 
I could never thanked you enough for that... But I just wanted you to know that you mean everything to me... I will never be here without you...

Ma and Pa...
Thank You very much for making each of my dreams come true..without fail... I just have to name it, what ever I dream of, you will try your best to get it for your only princess... Even sometimes, I was being cranky for not getting what I want.. How patient you are just to grow me up...  I really appreciate that..

Pa, Ma...
Very much sorry for not being a good daughter most of the time.. I always gave u 'heart break' news every time my exam results came out.. teehee ;) I think I was a genius back then.. But its hard to maintain I guess.. :p Well... having a wonderful Mom..and a loving Dad... is the best thing that ever happened to me...Who are always beside me wherever I am..No matter how high I'm up to the sky.. or down to the earth.... You never fail to be apart of me..

Now that I'll be working very sooon..I'll be moving to a new phase of my life.. and I'm no more your baby girl.. But, I will always be the one and only princess that you both have.. How time flies.. and how I miss our good old days... Papa brought us to everywhere for vacation... Almost every weekend we spent our time together... I think, I've checked in to all of the hotels in Malaysia..during that time! :) Thank You Pa, Ma.. for giving me the experience that I'll never get to buy anywhere else..I dont know whether one day,I will able to be a great parent like you do...

Ma, Pa...
No matter how fast the time flies... No matter how things are changed.. I'll never forget your sacrifices in raising me and adik up.. Do bless me in what ever I do.. cause it means everything to me... Praying to have a great life ahead...so that I can take care of both of you in the future... No words can describe how much I love You and how much You both mean to me...

Loves, Hugs and Kisses,

Your one and only daughter.. :)